Enigmatic Sonata

2009-05-01T22:59:00.002+08:00

hello hello.
today mom and i made cookies!
but they turned out to be muffins.
still, they are the most successful bakes mom & me ever made.
super delicious!
yay
oh man i am so dead for math and bio block test next week crap.
mom's 40th birthday tomorrow!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM!!!
<3<3<3
ok i have nothing more to say byebye:D

2009-04-20T20:34:00.002+08:00

NYCD went to SYF today.
All our hardwork, our time and effort were over in that short yet never ending seven minutes.
Now we can finally exclaim, "SYF is oveeeeeeeeerrrrrr!".
If you hear carefully, you might notice a lingering sense of sadness.
25 weeks of training.
Over hundreds of hours on this beautiful dance.
We have no time for studies, no time to even spend time with our families during weekends.
We have lack of sleep which results in our bloodshot eyes and humongous black circles around the eyes.
What did we get?
Blood, tears, and ultimately, laughter and fun.
If you ask us if we regret embarking on this arduous yet fulfilling journey together, you'll get a firm "NO!"
NYCD is our life.
It gives us solace, joy and a breathing space in our hectic lifestyle.
Most importantly, it is our friendship and comraderie bonds that we forged during this journey together.
In the end, results don't really matter anymore.
So what if you get bronze, silver, gold or even gold with honours?
What is the meaning of the results if you didn't enjoy yourself?
In the end, we will proudly say, "WE ARE FROM NANYANG CHINESE DANCE AND EXTREMELY PROUD OF IT!!!"
NYCD go, go, GO!!!

2009-03-08T20:36:00.002+08:00

My baby sister is extremely adorable.
She makes the whole world go round!!!

2009-02-23T19:00:00.003+08:00

I am not a very strong person.
Spiritually, I mean.
I get upset very easily.
Just like today.
My reaction was too extreme and I made a fool out of myself.
Gave people a scare.
So embarrassing!
How I wish I wasn't like that.
Stupid me.
Cry, cry, cry.
Tearing up for such small and insignificant things.
It was only a harmless remark.
And I just got worked up all of a sudden.
But the I was overwhelmed by that depressing feeling and the silly tears flowed out.
I need to CHANGE.
Cannot keep being so moody and so weak and so sensitive.
I probably have too much tears in my system.
One day my eyes will be so sore they can't see anymore.
Please tell me not to cry.

2009-02-08T16:52:00.002+08:00

MY SISTER IS SICK!!!
She's needs to be hospitalised for 3 days.
There's some growth on her stomach so my parents brought her to the hospital.
I am so going to miss her!
I really hope she's all right.
Aw man.

2009-02-02T20:38:00.004+08:00

Hey.
Well I decided to be faithful to this blog of 3 years:)
Firstly, I officially changed my name.
I've got a deed poll which proves this and am waiting for MOE to update my profile.
Soon my class register is gonna be changed too.
I think 309'09 is quite a nice and fun class.
That's really good cos' I was worrying at the start of the year about that.
Ok my sister is as cute as ever and I love her to bits!!!
Apart from the fact that she howls in the middle of the night and peed on my hand, she's wonderful.
Here's some pics I really liked:

2009-01-10T15:57:00.002+08:00

It's a whole new year!
I am Secondary three already.
Officially a SENIOR.
The elderly in the school.
My Sec 3 life has just started and I can already feel the tension and stress in the air.
I know it's not gonna be easy.
From 2/1/09 onwards, my life has been revolving around school, dance and homework.
Nothing else.
I don't have the time, you know?
Worksheets, assignments, project work, endless dance practices, social problems...
They rush you out of balance.
Gripping tightly to whatever near you is the only way you can survive in this gargantuan tornado.
As you count down the number of your survivng brain cells, you suddenly feel helpless and desperate.
One day your nerve cells will stretch to it's fullest potential and snap like a huge rubber band.
You won't even know when you landed up in the asylum.

2008-12-31T21:45:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year!!!
Here's a pic of my baby sister:)

2008-12-29T20:34:00.002+08:00

hey.
It has been a while since I last blogged.
School is starting soooooon!!!
I have mixed feelings.
Partially excited, but also a little reluctant.
When I go back to school, I will be from 309'09 instead of my familiar 201'08.
Sigh.
Even though we promised one another never to forget each other, but deep down I know this is impossible.
As time progresses, we'll eventually lose touch.
Thinking of this makes me sad.
But I think it is a phase of life we all have to go through.
Next year, I'll be a senior.
Next year, I'll make new friends.
Next year, I must let go of 2008.
The things, the people, the memories.

2008-12-13T21:56:00.002+08:00

Updates on my baby sister!!!
On 11/12/08, her umbilical cord dropped from her belly button.
I still have it at home, and I think it's disgusting because it looks like a live-like dead worm.
It might rot but it is has historical value.

2008-12-10T18:29:00.003+08:00

Just now I was feeding my baby sister milk when suddenly...
I felt a warm sensation spreading over my legs.
Then I realised what it was.
She pissed on me!!!!!!!!!!!
So I screamed.
When Mom rushed to the scene, even my shirt got stained.
And Mom giggled like hell.
Embarrassed, I quickly transfered the baby to Mom.
And guess what?
She made a bright yellow cake on the blanket immediately.
Argh!!!
I almost puked.
Mom and Grandma laughed good naturedly.
Grandma joked: “婴儿尿，桂花香，婴儿屎，人参汤”
I mean, that's so gross!
The baby is peeing and shitting on the floor right now.
Babies are like that, aren't they?
Thanks to Mom and Grandma fussing over the baby; they refused to let her wear diapers cos they were afraid her butt skin will get rashes.
And after the whole ordeal, she gave such a cherubic smile that even my heart melted.
I guess having a baby at home isn't gonna be easy after all...
But no matter what, I still love my baby sister.
Even though she treated me like a toilet bowl.

2008-12-03T21:40:00.002+08:00

I went to visit my baby sister!!!
She's so adorable.
3.174kg, 52cm born today at 1.21am.
Her hands are sooooo small and delicate.
Her feet too.
She's got chubby cheeks and everyone is fussing over her.
I love my sister:)

2008-11-30T13:07:00.002+08:00

I am really very bored at home.
So I tried to do something meaningful like being a volunteer.
I went to the net and checked for any committee that needed volunteers.
But most of them wanted people aged above 16.
So I don't meet that requirement.
I mean, it doesn't matter how old you are right?
As long as you have the passion to help, then that's the spirit of volunteering!
Grrr.
I really think youths aged 16 and below should be given a chance to volunteer in organisations.
This is so as to imbue a sense of community awareness and consideration for the environment in the younger generation.
Ok, I know we have CIP programmes in school and such, but there are also some of us who want to take a step further in doing a part for the society.
Really, I am not boasting or lying or anything but I just want to make my holiday meaningful.
Not like the usual holidays where I slack around and waste my time.
Why is it so difficult to even try to help?
Volunteering shouldn't be harder than finding a jod right.
Sigh.

2008-11-27T21:02:00.002+08:00

I am so going to get a job, instead of just sitting at home, watching movies/dramas and rotting my head out.
Going job hunting tomorrow with Xuedi!
Anyway, I don't mind not finding one because it's the experience that counts:)
But I still like to slack more.
Well, I've been watching loads of dramas/movies recently.
Today, I watched Virgin Snow(starring Lee Jun Ki) and Baby and I(starring Jung Geun Seok).
Totally loved the baby in the latter cos' he's sooo cute!
I watched She's On Duty(starring Gong Yoo) and Tree Of Heaven(starring Park Shin Hye)and tons of others too.
Really wasting a lot of my precious time,with nothing to do except spoiling my already-spoilt eyesight by watching so much tv and using too much computer.
Should do something meaningful.
Like getting a job, for example.
Which means, earning money!!!$$$
Yay.
But should I enjoy my holiday instead?

2008-11-26T21:50:00.002+08:00

Lalala~
I went to the BSP SAP scholarship interview at 9.40am this morning.
It was quite ok, I think.
The interviewers are nice:)
I think one of them is the Dunman High School principal because I saw his picture on 早报爆米花.
Anyway I don't care if I get in or not.
It's over so I am veeeeeeeeeeery relieved.
Phew!
Jiayou to those going for the interview soon!
Don't be too nervous and SMILE!

2008-11-23T17:08:00.003+08:00

I just went for a haircut yesterday!!!
No, I didn't become bald.
But it's shorter now:D
I wanted it to be even shorter but then I can't tie my hair up so my dance teachers will be mortified.
Someday I'll support the Cancer for Causes programme and become bald!!!
Who's joining me?

2008-11-21T14:48:00.003+08:00

Helloooo!
I just came back from dance practice!
Super tiring.
And I bruised my knee!
There's a gigantic patch down there.
It's painful.
Today I managed to do the 360 degrees shoulder rotation thing!
I wonder if it spoils my shoulder blades.
I think it does because my shoulders are aching now.
Well anyway I shall stop whining.
Let's end off with a very nice picture I found on the net.

2008-11-20T16:56:00.002+08:00

Ok so this is the photo of us with the grade 13 people!!!

Yay I finally uploaded:)

But I know it's a little blur.

Sorry>.<

Christmas is coming.

Please be my Santa Claus, if you know what I mean. (hinthint: gimme present!!!)

This is not called 厚脸皮.

It's hinting.

Ok byebye for now.

2008-11-17T14:39:00.003+08:00

Heyheyhey I am back!!!
Yeah, so I just finished my last Choral and Drama Night and also my last NAFA dance performance.
All my last performances.
So SAD!!!
Awww...
And also NAFA Chinese Dance grade 13 people are graduating!
They are taking their graded exams on Wednesday.
Good Luck!!!
Well I hope next year when our batch become grade 13, we'll be as good as them this year.
They are really a wonderful batch with all the pro people: Yi Yi, Hern Hern, Bailu, Jia Ling, Xiao Tong and many others.
Man, I dislike saying goodbyes.
Goodbye to NYCD Sec 4 seniors, NAFA grade 13 seniors, 岁月如歌 dance mates and most of all, my beloved classmates of 2007 and 2008.
Goodbye!
I might not see most of them in future, but I just hope everyone will be happy wherever they are.
Best of luck in everything!

2008-10-28T19:18:00.003+08:00

As I sit here, I recall the memories of our past.
In January 2007, we were 36 little girls who barely knew each other at all.
Somehow Fate has brought us together and put us into one class.
We did not know what Fate had in store for us for the next two years.
But we anticipated, we fought, we cried, we laughed, we learnt about each other.
We became united.
As a whole.
As a class.
As 101'07.
As 201'08.
We sometimes grew dissatisfied with each other, we quarrelled occasionally.
But no matter what, we are always proud to say that we are from 201.
We stood up for each other in times of conflict, we helped each other along, we cared deeply for one another.
In these two years, the friendship forged, the bonds bind were too strong to explain.
I hope, however busy we will be in the different roads each of us chose in life, we will still have a place for 101'07 and 201'08 in our hearts.
Let us remember the beautiful memories we created and shared and the once-in-a-lifetime experiences we had together.
Forever.
I love you all.

2008-10-25T22:15:00.002+08:00

yesterday i finally told the truth after keeping it for so long.
i am sorry if i hurt your feelings,
but really you must know that i did it out of concern for you.
as a friend.
you might hate me,
you might never want to talk to me again,
but our days together are ending, so let's treat each other nicely as if nothing happened.
if you didn't know,
i just wanted to say,
thanks for the memories,
even though they weren't so great.

2008-10-22T12:26:00.002+08:00

yayayayayayayayayayayayay

I AM BACK!!!

after like a billion years!!!

exams are over!

I can slack!

but still got cca+dance+psl stuff...

but never mind, at least exams are over;)

ok, need to check LA paper now.

byebye. shall post next time:D

2008-08-24T13:21:00.002+08:00

Geez.
I am so sick and tired of recording and reading and rerecording my stupid LA speech.
I was shouting myself hoarse to the recorder because apparently some stupid ah ma kept singing corny love songs plus there are people cutting grass down the block.
So noisy.
So I decided to blog.
I found out from my mortal Shu Hui that beautiful mountain at night is actually a tuition teacher!!!
She scored 243 for PSLE and went to MGS, then ACJC( maybe that's where she met Kim Chye the kimchee).
Her A level results were: A for Chemistry, B for Biology, B for English and B for GP paper!
thanks Shu Hui for the information!
I WANT TO READ BREAKING DAWNNNNN!!!
No one bought the book!!!
If anyone who reads this blog has the book, please lend me!!!
P.S Potassium Hydroxide sucks and I am totally not giving her teachers' day prezzie:(

2008-08-22T09:59:00.002+08:00

yoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyoyo
potassium hydroxide sucks to the end of the world.
i am too upset to anything else:)

2008-08-08T18:38:00.002+08:00

Yay today is the opening ceremony of the Olympics!
08.08.08 at 8:08 pm.
So cool!
Anyway good luck to the athletes:)
Connect Singapore today was super tiring.
But quite fun.
We didn't get to see President S R Nathan...
Never mind.
During the singing session 201 was totally on high!
Super hilarious.

2008-08-05T15:51:00.001+08:00

I did a quiz .

Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education:Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
Who is your true self:You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.

That's so true!
Except maybe for the flirt part.
hehehehe

2008-08-04T19:06:00.002+08:00

I am too depressed to post lately.
Just now I clicked on Jessy's old blog URL and porn pictures came out.
theprincessdreams.blogspot.com
Very very very disguisting.
I makes me even more depressed.
Go see if you dare.
I shall change the link now.
Dance Night is over, and it rocked.
My friends say they didn't see me.
I was right in front!
Sigh.
I feel sad and relieved and a lot of other feelings at the same time.
I tried to force my tears out when it ended but to no avail.
I think I cry less now.
Not that I am happier.
It's the opposite.
Maybe I had more tears last year.
My life is a tangle of events.
Very messed up.
Sorry I lamented on my sad pitiful life.

2008-07-27T12:09:00.002+08:00

I am sort of depressed now.
E8 for Physics.
And YX is daoing S and I.
Argh.
Friends are so troublesome.
Sometimes you're just better off without them.
Next year we'll be apart and get new friends.
So it's ok.

2008-07-15T11:40:00.003+08:00

I am an illegal immigrant of the library now.
Anyway I am suuper hungry and can hear my own stomach growling.
Did you hear that?
That was my stomach.
I've got weird friends.
Yuxin is obessed with trees and Samantha's obessed with Hwa Chong guys.
I mean, which weirdo in Nanyang likes HWA CHONG guys?
Weird.
Hungryhungryhungry.
Man I am hungry.
Argh I have to chiong Math written task and ICT flash thingy and I have dance after school.
Dread...
Still cannot mug!
I am prepared to flunk all the exams.

2008-07-13T18:49:00.002+08:00

Oh man I am getting a headache from the crazy ah-mah on the next block.
She sings corny Hokkien songs every day around this time.
She sings the same songs every day and by now I can even remember the lyrics.
I sing along with her when she screeches on the top of her voice.
Well, I've gotten used to it already.
Her singing is as good as the musical notes a chicken produces when it is strangled.
ahAhAAHHHH~

2008-07-04T14:47:00.002+08:00

Yo peeps.
I am back.
I am now waiting for cca to start.
Not that I am enthusiastic or anything,
but I just have to go or else I'll be in serious trouble.
Sigh.
I've got loads of homework,
cos' exams are around the corner
and I haven't started yet.
Ok enough of these depresing stuff.
Today is Youth Day Funfair!!!
We sold soba.
Although we didn't earn much(only about $200)
but it was really fun.
Preparing the noodles, apologising to the customers for being so slow, shouting "Do re me fa SOBA for sale"to publicise, grabbing customers, serving the food and persuading people...
Such happy moments.
This will be our last time doing the funfair as a class, as 201.
Everyone will go their different ways soon.
Well I really feel sad to leave this fun-loving bunch of people next year.
Man, this is so depressing.
Why am I talking about depressing stuff again?!
Bleh.
Anyway, it's already time.
I've got to go for cca now.
Bye.

2008-06-27T10:04:00.001+08:00

I am just popping in to say
I am still alive,
if you didn't know that earlier.

2008-05-25T16:19:00.027+08:00

this post is totally random:)

took the pics at night so it's quite blur.

喜怒哀乐

累怕不爽神经一二三四五六七八九

十！

2008-05-13T20:21:00.002+08:00

today is yiyi's birthday!
happy birthday yiyi:)
all the dancers ate the pretty birthday cake.
yumyum
then we sat down and "dogged"(bitched) about a girl in elena's class.
so fun hehehe
sec 2 batch is more bonded after the "dogging" session!
we're so mean.
watched a movie called 变脸 during chinese.
so nice and touching!
i was moved to tears.
but no one else cried.
i'm really emotional.
the stupid 重男轻女 society in China in the past is really ridiculous.
anyway, females/girls rock.
they are obviously better than boys, or males whatsoever.

2008-05-12T16:54:00.001+08:00

Tangle

Silence builds an awful wreckage of a girl
It feeds on loneliness and creates a void
Gray shadows haunt and torment and torture
A teenager is stricken and destroyed

There is no sound of laughter or happiness here
The little one has thrown in the towel today
Somber, melancholy moods decay the soul
It is futile to hope and dream and pray

Emptiness builds a home in this heart
In this girl, this child where hollows have bred
A deepening sea of nowhereness consumes
And eats away at every connecting thread

Confusion feeds like a savage inside her,
Leaving nothing considered worthy remains
Destined to walk through life less ordinary
Alone, exiled, different and disdained.

2008-05-11T10:30:00.002+08:00

So many things to do:
LA SIA
Math SIA
Physics SIA
Chinese SIA
Physics worksheet 11
Drama stuff
blahblahblahblah
argh.
and guess what.
I have to complete them all BY TODAY.
die.

2008-05-07T17:38:00.002+08:00

i'm back again!
i just changed my blogskin.
so cute blogskin right?
i am totally in love with it!
maybe then i can post more instead of leaving my blog dead for ages.
hahahaha.
i love the little human figures up there!
KAWAII DESU NE!
cutecutecutecute!
i love this new blog!
nicenicenicenicenice!
ok i shall stop my cooing and egoing.
sh*t i haven't done my homework.
die.
shall do it now.
byebye.
let's all hope this blog won't be dead after today...
*doubtful*

2008-05-07T15:53:00.002+08:00

my blog is super dead.
just now i almost forgot my password.
haha what a close shave.
i am very bored and got nothing to do.
yesterday was fine.
today was fine.
tomorrow shall be fine too.
my life is like a straight line.
no curves and bounces.
ok actually there are depressions and arcs here and there,
but these days are just monotone.
homework, quizzes, sias, worksheets,
they kill the student population.
i want to change my blogskin.
i shall do it now
then after that i am finally gonna do my damned homework.
sigh.
i hope you are coping well.

2008-03-20T14:10:00.002+08:00

YAAAAAAY!!!!!!!
Block tests are finally over!
So happy!
But I think I screwed up the tests.
Sigh.
Shall not think about it...
I am in a holiday mood!
This calls for a ce-le-bra-tion~
Going to Malaysia tomorrow!
Now I am at home slacking my head off.
I don't know what to do to kill time.
Hmmm...
I shall watch videos now.
Bye bye people.
Enjoy your holidays!!!

2008-03-14T12:35:00.002+08:00

I shall leave my blog dead for a while.
I WILL start mugging for block tests.
So this blog will hibernate and get filled with cobwebs for the time being.
I will start blogging again when the tests are over.
Can't wait till then.
Happy MUGGING!!!
Argh.
I dislike mugging, but I seriously have to.
Bye bye people.
Good luck for the block tests!

2008-03-13T14:08:00.002+08:00

YOYOYO!!!
yay I'm back.
After such a looooooooong time!!!
haha I know I am super lazy.
Now that my blog is dead, no one will ever read this!
YAY.
Anyway, it's the holidays!!!
I dislike holidays.
Mainly because we have tests after that.
Grrr...
I haven't started studying yet!
I feel so guilty.
Every time I tell myself
"Must start studying tomorrow okay! You want to fail issit!"
But I'll waste my precious time on some unnecessary stuff
and then the whole day is gone.
I MUST STUDY!!!
YES!!!
JIAYOU!
冲吧!!!
So my darling friends, study hard ok!
Don't disappoint youself and your parents!
WE CAN DO IT!!!
201'08 is a SMART class!

2007-12-20T12:22:00.000+08:00

Hi peeps!!!
I am now blogging in a salon!
Can you believe it?
I just had a new haircut and am now waiting for my mom to finish colouring her hair.
The boss here is quite nice so he let me use the net.
Later we are going to do our faces.
I just hope my terrible pimple will disappear after the session.
Anyway, other than shopping, mom and me have nothing to do.
We found some nice shops here that sell cheap and cool stuff!!!
It's pretty cold down here but I think I am getting used to it.
So that's good news.
I can only post but can't view my blog, I don't know why.
But who cares, at least they've got the computer.

2007-12-17T19:25:00.000+08:00

Yo peeps!!!
Here I am, blogging in CHINA!!!
I don't believe it.
I mean, I can actually access blogger.com in China!!!
Anyway, I just arrived yesterday and it's damn cold here.
I am wearing 5 whole layers of thick clothing and yet I feel cold.
Especially my hands...
Even though I am wearing gloves.
Sigh...
I just hope I don't get a cold.
Because if I do, I'll get a fever as well.
I am living in my uncle's house with my cousin.
He's 178cm tall!!!
Aw man, last year he was only like 165cm?
How I hope I can grow taller.
My ideal height is 168cm!!!
And now I am only 163cm...
God knows if I can hit the height.
He's tall, he's cool, he's nice, but just a bit nerd-ish.
I think all Chinese kids nowadays are quite nerd-ish.
They have like classes 24/7 you know?
And it's not even holidays for them yet.
So I can do everyday is--- to go SHOPPING!!!
I think I'll seriously get sick of it these days.
But don't worry, for those peeps I've promised, I get some nice stuff for you:)
Shop, shop, shop.
There's alot of things here but surprisingly, they are all very expensive.
Although this is CHINA.
Hey, no offence, but it is true.
I was hoping to get some cheap stuff here but I think it's quite impossible now.
The prices are all shooting up because of the 2008 Olympic games.
Grr...
Now I am thinking of my nice, warm and sunny Singapore.
Singaporeans, be blessed that your country is tropical, because some people(like me) are gonna freeze to death.

2007-12-14T16:34:00.000+08:00

This shall be the last post of 2007 before I leave.
It seems quite sad actually,
To feel that time really flies by so quickly.
2007 has been a very good year for me.
This is one of the best years of my life.
School, family, friends.
Everything seem so memorable now.
I am really really really glad that I came to Nanyang.
Fate enabled me to meet so many wonderful people,
Have so many fresh experiences,
And learn so many new things I never knew.
I am very reluctant to part this year.
How I wish time would stop at this juncture of life.
But I have to face reality.
Time stops for no man.
I just hope 2008 will be even better.
201'08 will be more bonded than ever.
I love Nanyang.
I love 101'07.
I love NYCD.
I love 2007.

2007-12-07T19:30:00.000+08:00

Hi peeps!!!
I realise I blog almost everyday now.
So time-wasting.
So slack.
Bleh.
Anyway, yesterday was my foster sister's birthday.
HAPPY BE-LATED BIRTHDAY ZHOU YI!!!
I know you are not reading this,
but I just hope you can open up a bit more
and not be so tense around me.
I am very fun you know.
You can totally relax with me.
Sigh.
If only I can be as smart as you.
Okok. Let's change the topic.
What to blog about?
Erm...
Uh...
Oh YES!!!
HERO is v.v.v.v.v.v.v.v.v.v.v.v.v.v.v nice!!!
It's like, so cool!
The way they solve the crime is so ingenious!!!
And also, WITCH YOO HEE is also v.v.v.v.v.v.v.v.v.v.v.v.v.v.v.v.v.v.v.v.v.v.v.v interesting!!!
GO WATCH, EVERYBODY!!!
Witch Yoo Hee is airing on Channel U at 10pm every weekday.
Very nice!!!!
KOREAN AND JAPANESE DRAMAS ROCK!!!

2007-12-06T21:40:00.000+08:00

Yo peeps!!!
I am back from the PSL camp!!!
Everyone was so nice.
I got to know new people and forged new friendships.
The seniors were so friendly too!
I want to be a super nice senior next year too :)
I have CCA tomorrow and I am seriously dreading it.
I bet Weiqing loves CCA.
I can't even think of a resonable excuse to not go.
Seniors and ccamates will kill me.
Why must we have CCAs on holidays?!!!
Grr...
And there's dance camp next Monday to Wednesday
from 10am to 6pm.
I seriously gonna die.
But then, next Saturday I am going overseas.
No CCA, no troubles.
YAY!!!
I am so looking forward to the trip!
My mom and I bought loads of winter clothes on ebay and I can't wait to wear them!!!
There's this cool pair of boots we bought which was of so good quality but just soooo cheap.
My cousins are very fun too.
YAYAY!!!!

2007-12-01T15:03:00.000+08:00

Today I made a cake.
A very delicious-looking cake.
A cake that consists of fruits, nuts and chocolates!
Yay!!!
It's still in the oven now though...
I am waiting...
waiting...
waiting...
waiting...
For the "ding!!!!" of the oven that announces
the completion of the beautiful cake
that I made all by myself.
waiting...
waiting...
waiting...
So to cure my boredom,
I've decided to post about it.
My cake should be called,"Coolcake"
Haha.
Lame.
"DING!!!"
I scream.
Finished baking!!!
I dash to the oven.
Holy cow!!!
The cake looks so nice!!!
I just hope it tastes good as well.
I take a bite.
The taste is incredible.
Man, it must be the best looking and most delicious cake in the world!!!
The sweet light brown impression
The soft creamy fillings
filled with the aroma of fruits and chocolates.
What's that puddle of moisture on the computer table?
Check your mouth.
You must be watering.

2007-11-30T18:38:00.000+08:00

Hullo everyone!
I am back!
Today I feel better!
Probably because I ate 5 chocolates...
Ok never mind.
Thank you so much for showering your concern on me!
I feel so honoured.
And really touched!
Some people still care about me!
Especially Jingyi, dot-dots(Meizhen) and Emily, and Lauren too!
Love ya lots!
Well, I guess I shouldn't be so pessimistic about my life.
If I wallow in self-pity everyday,
I'll just get more and more upset!
So I've decided to be clever for once and say
"HECK CARE LA!!!"
Although I may still get unhappy occassionally,
I'll try to sort out my feelings quickly
and be myself again.
I'll tell myself that
there are lots of people out there much worse than me.
And I'll emphathise with them.
I have many good friends who understand me.
I am contented with that already.
I'll be forgiving.
I'll be more broad-minded.
I'll be more understanding.

*P.S Have you noticed that my posts these days always end with 3 sentences that start with the same words? Like today is "I'll be..." Well, I also don't know why. Maybe it's some new style of writing I've adopted. Hooray for S.L writing style!!! Ok joking. Probably someone long before me adopted that already.
*P.P.S Anyway, after seeing this, you'll know that I am okay already. Once again, thank you all so much for being my pillar of support! Love you all!!!

2007-11-29T13:12:00.000+08:00

My apologies for the previous post.
I was feeling very upset then.
But I ain't feeling happy now.
Our CCA is going to be 3 times per week next year.
I don't know how I am going to survive.
I wish I could scream in their faces.
There are many expectations I have to meet next year:
1) Not failing any of my subjects (esp. Japanese, Maths and Humanities)
2) Not skipping any time of my CCA
3) Be loads better at dancing so I don't feel so inferior among my CCA mates
4) Stop being so wild or I get stripped off PSL
5) Stop thinking too much about the opinions of other people regarding me so I can be more happy
6) Get more hardworking in order to meet all my expectations

I am tired.
Tired of meeting up with other people's expectations.
Tired of always helping her when she is the most ungrateful.
Tired of acting unbothered when she insults me.
Tired of being the one who always get hurt.
Tired of getting upset over every small detail but still tries to act happy.

2007-11-23T13:37:00.000+08:00

I'm falling...
falling...
falling...
down into an abyss of darkness
I open my mouth
No sound comes out
Hurt
Depression
Jealousy
Selfishness
Overwhelm my vulnerable shell
I try to maintain the smile
Engraved on my face
But behind the mask
I'm crying
The tears won't ever stop
I want to stay happy
And want others to be happy
I can't take it anymore
The me inside is struggling to get out
I feel it
I try to restrain it
The uglyness
I don't want to see
I fight back
It's too strong
I want to scream
Why is life so unfair
I get no answer
I suddenly feel so alone
So naked
Stripped of all clothing
I feel so cold
Shivering
Teeth chattering
No one comes to my aid
But no matter what I won't give up
I lie to myself
That I am strong
I put up a brave facade
Hoping someone would come and tear off the fake mask
I wait
Accompanied by the web of lies I've weaved
The cruel reality smashes my face
The blood
Grief
I feel so alone
The me I'll never understand

2007-11-08T19:06:00.000+08:00

Hello everyone! The following post is dedicated to 101'07. I know some of you won't ever read this, but I just want to tell you how much you mean to me. I know some of my remarks are very short you know how much I adore each and every one of you!
*Yj, you wouldn't mind if I use your idea of saying something to everyone in class right? I know you are a very generous person :)

Ming Zhen: Thanks so much for providing us with your delicious japanese pancakes when we are hungry! You should seriously open a shop selling the pancakes. It should be called "Murdogg's Rock'n'Roll Pancakes"! Okay, I know I'm lame, but let me give you a suggestion: Stop slacking! I will be devastated if I don't see the deranged Ming Zhen in Sec 3... or maybe I will be the one who gets kicked out. Never mind, forget it. Anyway, all the best to you!

Dorothy: 多肉体, I think you should eat more! My first impression of you was" Stickman", and I called you that in my head before learning your name. Lols! I really enjoyed the times when you were my deskmate!

Emily: woots! 爱美丽，你除了爱美丽，你还爱我吗？Jkjk! I am 101% straight, don't get the wrong idea. Anyway, you are a very nice person and very fun to be with. Win more kungfu medals and let 101'07 be proud of you!
P.S You still haven't given me your dad's autograph.

Eunice: Eu* are really *nice*! And kind! And cute too! Your super muscle arms can tear me apart, you know.
P.S You still owe me 2 FBTs leh. (jkjk)

Hui Pin: Actually you look more like a cat，so it's better if you are called 猫猫! I don't look like a feline in any way, do I? You are like a mummy cat, consoling yor baby cat, Meizhen. buahahahaha. Okay, no offence lah. Anyway, best wishes to you! ~.~

Grace: The 超级 guai kia. I really hope you can give me some of your brain cells to me! Tell me if you think your brain is getting too big. I wouldn't mind if you give me some of your brain.

Yijun: The cute hamster professor. "Now, let me ask you a question," how do you manage to get sooooooo high marks for everything? You are really a genius stuck in the wrong class aren't you?

Lisa He: HSM maniac. Smart kid. Kind girl. I am really blessed to have such a great friend like you!

Shufang: Violent homicidal suspect on the loose in 101'07. You've got a pretty face but your actions don't quite really match! Be more demure! But you are really good with computers leh! Got time, teach me some can?

Jacqueline: The quiet treasurer who hides all the money. The girl with beautiful black silky hair cascading down on her shoulders. Well, I don't really know you but that's the impression I get. A nice nice nice girl. That's all I can say.

Jezamine: Judo babe who rips all her opponents into shreds. Crazy artistic girl who loves My Lucky Star and can't stop drawing the characters in it. Clever kid who aces in all her exams. You've got a great personality though!

Wan Xin: ERM... I just hope you can do some self reflection , but don't study too much for exams. Let's not make any judgments.

Cher Yee: I like your laughter, it's really contagious! It brightens up my day too! Keep laughing your head off!

Jing Ting: Moo-moo said the cow. The cute little calf! Very sweet girl indeed!

Lisa Lee: So courteous and polite! Shufang, 跟人家学一学嘛！

Wei Qing: Flexobabe! So pro huh! Guai kia everyday also go CCA, I want to skip also cannot lor! Sigh! But I still like you though!

Jin Yi: 超级飞毛腿! Run, girl, run! I will support you till the end!

Jing Wen: So responsible! I feel really bad being a PSL when you are not... Never mind, you can still be a councillor in Sec 3 right? I wish you all the best! And thanks so much for all the stuff you've done for the class!

Samantha: NICE! NICE! NICE! CUTE! CUTE! CUTE! I can't think of any other words to describe you!

Lin Sha: Difficult to predict! Cool. Really nice. Manly but lovely.

Mei Zhen: You are not really acbc now, right? Also really emotional and easily influenced. But you are supportive and loyal to friends and I like you for that. Believer in horoscope and ever babbling about the charasteristics of a certain horoscope. But I still like you although you are weird. Friends forever!

Natalie: The cool, nice, smart and weird durian head. Cute girl.

Nicole: You are so hardworking, give yourself a break lah! And don't study too hard can? Spare a thought for stupid people like me!

Yumo: Sumo the sumo! Lovely girl. One of my oldest friends. Hope our friendship will blossom!

Su-An: The ever so serious bookworm who got its head stuck in a book. You need me to help you get out? A nice girl though.

Ying Xin: 周杰伦 with long eyelashes. blink*blink* Quiet and cool, nobody knows what is hiding in your sleeve. haha.

Susanna: Ruka-pyon! Lols! Such a sweet little girl! I really do hope you find your camera so you can put all my pictures up on your blog! (jkjk lah) Anyway, God bless you!

Jing Yi: My super nice ex-deskmate! I really didn't know you were so emotional until that day. And you also made me so touched by doing all those stuff! I love you, girl! Friends forever!

Xu Yue: Gluttonous like me, high-five! Eat! Eat! Eat! Yays! I really had fun when we were advertising for our stall during Choral and Drama night! I am really grateful to you helping me out!

Yu Xin: The kiasu smart guai kia nerd who says she isn't. Bleh. And stop pinching my face, will ya?

Ke Er: Sexy lips Ah-Bi 姐! Go boarding school next year ok? Thanks so much for all the stuff you have helped me!

Jessy: You should really pay more attention to 女人我最大 because they are really teaching you stuff to make your skin better. Good luck in 美白ing! Another thing: Don't think too much what other people think of you, just be yourself! You are loyal to your friends and I like you because of that. Way to go, princess!

Xiaohan: Your 大道理s really makes stupid people like me to think more. And it's really surprising to discover that although we may be born on the same day, we are so different in personalities and characters! Anyway, you rock!

Yijing: I have already said the things I wanted to say. I hope our friendship can last forever!

I know I am truly blessed to have all of you by my side! I love all of you!

2007-11-05T13:24:00.000+08:00

Today is Monday.
Which means I have to go to 3rd Language Centre.
Dread...
Sigh.
Today is only the first few days of holidays.
I am missing everyone already.
Sob*
Wednesday is Fundraising and I will be able to meet everyone.
It's two days away.
48 hours.
So long.
So bored.
I don't want to bring rockmelon.
Because:
1) It is damn expensive, the cheapest is already like $8.
2) It is damn big, too heavy to carry to school.
3) It tastes almost the same as honeydew, which someone else is bringing.
4) It is damn difficult to find, I don't see any rockmelons in NTUC or Cold Storage.
5) Most importantly, I don't want to bring it.
Can I just bring some small fruits like pears or kiwis or something?
Rawr.
Holidays are so boring...
Other than going to the library, reading some crappy books, going online, surfing internet, there's nothing much to do already.
Can we please go out sometime?
I am seriously dying of boredom.
I don't want to waste my life away just doing these meaningless stuff.
But I am to lazy to do any thing else.
Grrr.
Oh yes, I just got myself a sister.
She called Zhou Yi, from Ningbo.
She my foster sister actually.
There's this foster daughter scheme for overseas scholars here in NY, my mom winded up as a foster parent, and the school allocated her to our family.
She's going to join the school next year and be in Sec 3.
She quite pretty, but a little shy.
A nice girl.
I hope I can get along with her.
I am going to treat her like a sister I never had, since I'm the only child.
I am pretty much looking forward to getting to know her!

2007-10-31T17:05:00.000+08:00

Tommorow is the real Choral and Drama night performance thing.
Frankly, I am a little nervous.
I am really afraid that maybe Meizhen or Yumo can't control themselves and burst out laughing on stage.
Then I seriously don't know what to do.
But never mind, we will 随机应变!

The following is dedicated to 101'07.
PEP TALK
Everybody, we can do it!!!
We have put in so much effort so we cannot disappoint ourselves!
I believe in everyone of you!
Don't be anxious because everything is going to be fine!
Trust youself!!!
Tomorrow is the the second last time we are going to see each other this year so we must make it very meaningful!
I know we can do it!
Just remember, WE ARE THE BEST!!!

Meizhen, Jessy, Yumo and Yijing:
Don't care about what others think about you(eg. your costume, your makeup, your demeanour etc.) when you are on stage, just give it your best shot!
You all look fine and nice, it doesn't look funny or weird at all!
In fact, when you all in your costumes, all of you look really superb, like those 西游记 characters on TV!
Break a leg tommorow! ( not literally)

Come on everybody, WE CAN DO IT!!!
Everyone, ALL THE BEST!!!

From your dearest 唐僧

2007-10-30T08:42:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was the end of class chalet.
It was so depressing knowing that after this get-together activity, there will be no more 101'07 gatherings forever.
So sad!!!
I wish...
I wish time would stop at this beautiful junction of life.
I wish our time together will be forever and we will be never apart again.
I wish we would never grow up and be Sec 101'07 forever.
I wish all these I've hoped for will turn into reality.
I wish...
However, I know that this is impossible, no matter how much I hope for, no matter how much I wish.
I just want everyone to commit all our magical moments in each others' company into memory.
Bring these little wonderful memories wherever you go, in whatever you do.
May 101'07 live in our minds and grow in our hearts forever and after.
This shall be one of the best times in my life.

2007-08-16T18:44:00.000+08:00

Hello. Hello. Hello. Yays! I posted. So nervous for tomorrow's performance. I hate putting on makeup. So ma fan lor!!! Natural is beauty right? Hump! Wish me good luck for tomorrow!

2007-08-12T10:09:00.000+08:00

Yay!!! 90th Gala Dinner is finally over!!! Now I can relax after the performance finished. Yesterday was the Gala dinner and there was like a thousand people crammed in that small teeny weeny hall in the Raffles Convention Centre. I was on stage with Lee Kwan Yew! He was cutting the 90th Anniversary Cake. The cake was enormous! And there was loads and loads of fruits on it!!! It looked so tasty. And by the way, Raffles Convention Centre is actually a shopping centre, a hotel and a restaurant. It was way high-class! The Sec 2 seniors and us kept asking the waiter for more Sprite with lemon and the waiter was like so pissed off. Haha. The Sprite tasted so nice and gassy and unhealthy. I think I'm going too put on A LOT of weight now after drinking and eating so much unhealthy stuff. I'm gonna grow FAT!!! Anyway, yesterday I returned home like about 11 plus and had A LOT of trouble getting the make-up off my face. Especially the mascara part. I practically just pulled off all my eyelashes! Now my eyes look bald. Hahahaha.
Later I am going to Dad's friend's house to see Dad's friend's newborn baby. It's a boy! But I prefer girls. Never mind. Boys are just as cute as girls when they are babies... Right? I just hope he's cute and I am going to pinch his chubby face. Ooo...So cute!!! Let's hope he doesn't pee on my clothes. If they ever let me carry him. Grrr... So we have to go to the fish farm to buy a LIVE black fish for the mother to eat because they say eating a fresh black fish can let the mother who has just given birth recover better. I actually oppose to eating live animals and fish or anything whatsoever. Just don't let it be alive. I mean, don't you think it's cruel to kill the creature just for you to eat later? You can just buy it from the supermarket right? And is meat so important anyway? OK. I know I am a potential vegetarian. But that's a fact right? We eat dead corpses of animals all the time. Ewww... I'll promise you I won't look when they kill the fish and I absolutely won't eat the fish. It's so sad when you look at the fish which is so alive and kicking and you know that it will be brutally murdered the next moment. So sad! I feel so bad for eating all the animals and creatures that was once alive.
SORRY FISHES AND COWS AND PIGS AND OCTOPUSES AND CRUSTACEANS AND OTHER CREATURES THE EVIL S.L HAD EATEN! R.I.P

2007-08-07T13:55:00.000+08:00

I just learnt that having stomach flu isn't fun. I really know how it feels like to literally faint. I won't be attending school the whole of this week. I should be celebrating my head off although I missed my Chemistry test and probably won't be having it because I won't be attending school all week. All I ever did was:
1. reading Eldest
2. reading Tommy Sullivan is a Freak
3. surf the net
4. vomit my entrails out at the sight of food
5. swallow medcine like a rubbish bin getting waste thrown in it
6. drink 2 litres of water everyday
7. trying to sleep with my crazy headache which was impossible and thus having dark circles under my eyes
8. getting guilty for slacking so much

I know it's pretty boring but facts are always boring.

I bet I missed out A LOT on school. I would probably get more stupid after 2 weeks of not using my brain. Gosh. Sigh. Gwaud. Argh! Die.

My blog is quite dead too. Because I don't really post often nowadays. Something's wrong with the laptop.

Now I just hope there won't be a pile of homework waiting for me in school after I return...

2007-07-31T08:10:00.000+08:00

Ok that was a rushed post. Just now we got chased away by a teacher who thought we were from another sabbatical. Now I can slack here in the library for some time to do "research" for our solar-powered cars we are supposed to make. Well, I'm not doing it, just surfing the net here. Wahaha. I LOVE SLACKING!
So I was burned by the soldering iron ( is it spelt like that?) and afterwards the stupid spoon in Food Adventure. There are ugly blisters on my fingers and I hope there won't be scars... I love Food Adventure! We get to make different cuisines of the four races in Singapore.Yesterday we made Indian cuisine, dishes like Vindaloo Chicken, Tomato Rice and Semolina dessert. It smelled and tasted fantastic!!! Ok. That was what I thought. They're the first dishes I ever made!!! I brought the food home for Mom to eat and she said it tasted good for first tryers like me. Yep. S.L the cooking genius. Ha.
Today we are going to make Chinese cuisine! Ngoh Hiang or something like that. I just hope it will taste nice... Sigh. How I wish I could take up Home Economics... But I can't. Why? Just b'cos I am a "sway" AEP-er. The Sec One AEP 2007 is the "swaiest" of all. We have a pig for a teacher. So irresponsible and unqualified. That's the truest thing in school. Ok. Just take it as I didn't say anything.
Anyway, Food Adventure rocks!

2007-07-31T07:52:00.000+08:00

It's been so long since I've last blogged! know I am lazy larh. LOL. Anyway this is he sabbatical week!!! Yay! Can slack like crazy!!! I am in the renewable energy sabbatical and burned my index and middle finger quite seriously. Argh!!! And I also burned my index finger on my left hand.

2007-07-25T10:08:00.000+08:00

Ok. So it's been like so long since I've last blogged. And I am now in the com lab, typing my head out. So many things happened, some good, some bad. Let's talk about the good stuff. For once, I improved my maths. By 2 marks. Well, at least I improved. Yay!
Lisa and Yumo and Jessy are crazy about this HSM2 audition I don't know whether to go. But then... Sigh.... Should I give it a try?
Yumo's birthday this Saturday. I hope I can go. I'll have to cancel my dance lesson then. I think we'll have fun. Hope so.
So many tests these days and I am totally stressed out. Geography test this Friday. I haven't revised yet!!! Argh. Dead. And I really don't know whether to quit 3rd Lang. It's pulling all my grades down. Lisa's quitting. I will feel a little sad if I really quit. I don't know what to do!!!

2007-06-22T13:44:00.000+08:00

I can't go anywhere with my baboon-backside lips. I have been missing dancing practice for the millionth time and the CCA poster is due today. I bet they are gonna think that I am the most irresponsiblest person ever in the whole NYCD history ever. And I can't go to dance practice in NAFA too.
Firstly, I am still coughing and the fever haven't subsided yet. My temperature these days are like, 39 deg, 36 deg then jump to 38 deg... on and on. And I can't eat cold stuff nor heaty stuff.
Secondly, I am too ashamed to see people with my fat, swollen lips. I think it became swollen because my body temperature is too high, and I also ate too much heaty stuff in Cameron Highlands. Yesterday night I squeezed some of the watery substance out from my lip and guess what happened this morning? I woke up and immediately went to the mirror to see my lip. I got a huge shock of my life. It grew bigger, like six times the original size!!! There were more watery substances in each swollen part and was super disgusting!!! I almost died. HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO GO ANYWHERE !? Now my temperature is going higher and higher. I think I can boil an egg on my head. Not joking. I am feeling like a girl with humongus fat lips and a high fever. Haha. Laugh all you want. I am not laughing.
Mirror, mirror on the wall, who's the fariest now?
Not me... until this stupid lip goes to its original pretty size. (no mood for jokes) WAHAHAHAHA
HELP!!! Where is my fairy godmother?
The devastated little Cinderella

2007-06-21T19:08:00.000+08:00

Now my computer is so fast and so I can post any time I want. Yay! I am still coughing like a mad dog and sweating like a pig but I am much better already. I think I can go to dance practice tomorrow but I will probably just sit in a corner and watch them dance. I haven't fully recovered yet.
I haven't finished my homework!!! And holidays are already ending. I did not even get anything done yet!!! Argh!!! I really wish I could reverse time... If only I could... I would change many things that happened to me...
Anyway, let's not talk about impossible things. The possible things are:Do my NEW test and tag more often:)

2007-06-20T19:26:00.000+08:00

I have just returned from Cameron Highlands in Malaysia yesterday night. The climate there is so cool so I am now down with fever (39 degrees Celsius!) so I can't go anywhere and is missing on so many dance practices. It's not that I want to go or anything, it is just that I won't get to learn the new dance steps. Sigh! And then I am in-charge of this CCA open house poster that is due by this Friday (says the NYCD President, Yen Ngee) but I am still not sure that I can fully recover by then. Mom wants me to stay at home to rest these days because I am burning hot. Dad is also down with fever like me but his temperature is not so high like mine. So Mom is the only one at home not down with fever. She is so sweet taking such good care of us that I think she'll get fever sooner or later from us. Wish her good luck:)
Cameron Highlands rock!!! We lived in this hotel called "Equatorial" at the peak of the mountain and the view is so damn beautiful. The things they sell there are so cheap but really fresh. The vegetables are organic and freshly plucked. We went strawberry-picking. The strawberries were cute and nice but quite sour. But anyway, it was a great experience of a lifetime for us. We climbed Mount Brinchang which was 6666m above sea level and when I stood at the peak and looked down, the view was really breathtaking. So beautiful!!! But at first I was lying on the ground, too afraid to stand up because I have a phobia for heights. Then we trekked through the Mossy Forest. My, it was really mossy! The whole place was covered with moss and mud. When I reached the end of the trek, my shoes were soaked entirely with mud. Nonetheless, it was very cool and fun. I loved it! We still went to many other tourist attraction spots and every one was so enjoyable. I would want to go to Cameron Highlands again if I had the chance.
Argh! Holidays are going to end and so many homework not complete! I am going to be in BIG trouble!!!

2007-06-03T11:04:00.000+08:00

Phew... I finally got in this new posts page. The past I don't know how many days I was like, waiting and waiting and waiting for the page to load but after like eternity, I still can't get in. Then I thought maybe there was something wrong with the network or something. Probably because it's in the morning and lesser people are posting so I can get in this page. Anyway, I am glad to have finally gotten in. Yay!
So many things have happened during all these days. First, there is this friendship problem thingy that everyone seems to be upset with. Sometimes I don't know if some people are really my friends or just acquaintances... They get angry over tiny matters, hurt you with their venomous words because they are jealous of you. For all I know, I have been the weak one because I always give in to their ideas and opinions and always let them 'win' as I call it. Well, I am sick and tired of always being the follower. I don't think I am very 假 as some people (not pin-pointing)say because this is me, the real side of me, and I am not faking anything. I can't help it if you dislike me. I know I've changed, my personality, I mean. To tell you the truth, I had very super sensitive feelings when I was in primary school. I would think that anyone was trying to insult me by just a mere word, but actually that someone didn't really mean it, it's just that I was thinking too much. Then I found out that it was so tiring, a mental torture. I vowed to change and not to be too sensitive. Now I think I am better, less sensitive but I know I am still sensitive. I like the way I am now although I know I can be better. *Ignore this if you don't know what I am talking about and think I am uttering gibberish because I am typing this for only some people.*
The second thing is that Yumo is in Hongkong for her holiday and left me her pet guinea pig, Cookie, to take care of. Cookie's cute, with brown and white fur. But...(Yumo, don't be offended...)she's a stink bomb! She 大便s like hell! She 大便s like, a hundred times everyday. I'll feed her with hay in the morning and brownish-greenish stuff at night. The next day, you'll see a humongous pile of shit in the cage corner. Then I'll have to clear it and the cycle continues. However, the cage is still damn filthy even if I clear the shit because Cookie 大便s like a non-stopping machine. I bet Yumo will be hopping mad when she gets back Cookie when she comes back as Cookie's so dirty. Wahahahaha. Sorry Yumo! :)

2007-05-22T08:57:00.000+08:00

I changed my blogskin!!! Do you think it's nice? Well, I think it's much duller than my previous one but seeing th same blogskin everytime makes me tired of it. So, what do you think of this?
Yay!!! I finally watched the Spiderman 3 movie! It's quite nice actually. But it's too long... 2 and a half hours!!! I missed the last episode of 《大唐双龙传》!!! I waited so long for it!!! Argh!!! Anyone who watched the last episode, please tell me what happened at last... ><

2007-05-10T18:19:00.000+08:00

OMG!!! I just found out that I have the same birthday as VINCENT VAN GOGH!!! He was born on 30 March 1853 and died on 29 July 1890. The teacher wanted us AEP-ers to research on him for art history to do a worksheet. So when I came across his birthday and had a great BIG shock. I mean, we are two absolutely different people. Xiaohan(she has the same birthdate as me) is also not like him. He mutilated part of his ear, had an affair with a prostitute, proposed his love for his cousin but was turned down, had a mental breakdown, shot himself at last and bled to death for two days. Poor man. That's what the AEP teacher taught us. Please don't be offended or anything if you are a art lover if you happen to read this. I am not judging van Gogh as crazy or a lunatic, just plainly stating facts. Please don't sue me for being honest.
Anyway, today I got a mountain of homework (they weigh a million tons) and almost uncountable projects to do and submit. I thought after exams we could relax. I was wrong. Sigh... And today I found out that I failed my Humanities, as in less than 60%. Argh!!!I really hope I won't get kicked out of Nanyang.
Next Friday, we are having our NAPFA test. All the items are on the same day! Even the 2.4km run! I am afraid that I don't have enough energy. I still have dance lesson afterwards!!! Just hope I can make it through...
Today is the last day of my stay in barding school. I am actually quite sad to leave. I thought I'd be happy to leave because I was a bit homesick for the first week of my stay.
I don't believe it. I actually wrote so much crap. This is the longest post ever!

2007-05-07T19:13:00.000+08:00

Yippee!!! Major Exams for this term are all over!!! MUST celebrate!I think I failed my Japanese test I did just now. (GY says she also but I doubt it. She's so pro lor) But who cares. What is done cannot be undone. PE theory test tomorrow. I haven't studied yet!!! And I haven't even finished my homework. Sigh! So stressed. Even after exams... Now you know what it's like being in Nanyang. Anyway, I'll have to say goodbye for now. Must finish homework first... Bye Bye! :X

2007-05-03T17:36:00.000+08:00

Yeah!! Just did the counters thingy. I just put 350 for my starting number. Jessy said she'll help me make it but since she haven't yet, I'll just make one myself. I am now in the computer lab of the boarding school. Boarding school is actually quite fun. I am not so homesick now. Been here (the computer lab I mean) since I think, 4:30pm. Anyway, today is Yijing's birthday! Happy Birthday Yijing!!!Later we are ordering pizza to celebrate! I still need to put music here (my blog) and also the friendship test thingy. Got to go for now! :)

2007-05-02T09:57:00.000+08:00

Phew... Finally. Why are all the computers so slow??? Anyway, it has been a long time since I've last posted. Maths test tomorrow and Japanese test next week. So stressed. But the holidays are around the corner, I am so gonna relax and play as if there is no tomorrow. Hurrah!!! Today is Mom's birthday! So I'll go home specially for her. I spent so much money for her presents! But who cares, I don't mind, She's my mother by all means. I want to go overseas for my holidays. I hope...I doubt I can. Never mind, I'll just enjoy myself at home then. Okies, got to go now. :)

2007-04-20T10:01:00.000+08:00

The computer at home is so slowwwww... So I'll have to use the computer in the lab. I am so sad. This Sunday I will be going to the 3-weeks experience in Boarding School. I was quite excited at first, but now I'm like, so reluctant. I think I be so homesick. I even feel the homesickness now... Dad will be on an overseas trip during that period so Mum will be left on her own in the big empty house. Arghhh! I don't know whether to go or not! But I can't possibly don't go, right? Sigh...so troubled.

2007-04-12T17:45:00.000+08:00

This is going to be a VERY persismistic entry. So bear with all my complaints and whinings. We are having tests these days. I could even swear that I will flunk them. I am so dead! I think I am a failure. The first person they will kick out is ME. Then I will be loitering along the streets and picking up scraps without a secondary school to go to. All the people here are so smart! I feel what-do-you-call-that...oh ya, dumb with all these clever people. How I wish I could be like them. But, I have to face the cruel reality. I am so frustrated! Why can't I ace my tests like my friends??? Everytime I score badly for my tests, I will make a mental promise to myself to study harder next time. However, I will soon forget about it and slack. The life here in Nanyang is very demanding. If I want to squeeze and stay in, I will have to be super hardworking because I have a stupid brain. The only way is through hardwork. At this point of time, I am feeling very upset and disappointed with myself. Really...

2007-04-09T18:57:00.000+08:00

Oh, ok, so here I am. Anyway, nothing much happened these days. During Good Friday and Sunday night, I watched a Korean drama till 5 am in the morning! It was so nice! Now I am so sad that I finished watching it. I get all teary-eyed watching these romantic touching dramas. I think I am seriously addicted to these already. I just can't stop thinking about them! And the actors and actresses are way better looking then the local ones! The story and the plot are very much nicer too! The artistes are so good-looking and their acting skills are really much much better then the local artistes. Well, I am not actually criticising the local artistes, but this is just my opinion. The dramas look extravagant and the filming skills of the filmers are so much better. Basically, Korean dramas are so much (times 1000000) better and nicer and more expensive than local ones. I love Korean dramas!!! Especially watching them and the Korean artistes too. <3<3<3<3<3<3 muacks!!! Korean dramas rock!!!

2007-04-05T19:19:00.000+08:00

So much homework!!! I know I shouldn't complain because its like, for my own good. Don't be mistaken, I am not those goody-goody type of person. I am just *sensible * enough to know that. ( Ha!) Anyway, I had a whale of a time today! We stayed back after AEP to help to spray fixatives for our drawing and also to help to clean up the mess. The eight of us: Yi Jing, Lisa He, Lin Sha, Jezamine, Ke Er, Ming Zhen ,Yumo and I. It was so fun!!! We had to wear masks, (you know those kind of masks we wore during the SARS outbreak?)to prevent from breathing in the fumes from the fixatives. Then I suggested that we do tattoo. We used the pastels and drew on our bodies. I coloured my left leg purplish and my right leg bright red. I also drew illegible stuff on my arms. I knew I looked pretty weird, but never mind. Yi Jing went to buy milo in the canteen. There were three nerdy RI boys there and they were staring at us as if we were mad or something. Ha! It was soooooo fun!!! Next time if the teacher wants us to volunteer ourselves to stay back to help or something, I would surely do so without hesitation! Yay!!! 3 cheers for AEP-ers!!!

2007-04-04T21:43:00.000+08:00

Me here again... Two more days to Good Friday! Hooray! No school... Unfortunately, I can't relax. So much homework to do! I still need to study for all my tests or I'll fail everything and get kicked out of Nanyang. So, I really need to revise. Sigh... We still have Mathematics pop test tomorrow. And Math is still the first period! So stressed! Arghhhh!!! I am seriously considering to quit Japanese... I don't think I can cope with so many things going on...

2007-04-04T18:39:00.001+08:00

Yay!!! This is my first-ever post! Everybody remember this time and this day because this is the first time I posted on my blog! Wee~~~